Friday, July 25, 2008
Stop wasting my energy and use that energy to help others instead? I will... For whatever has jan said 3 days ago, it totally made sense and i've changed. Not bothered by the past anymore, all i want to do now is to help a friend. I guess this is what jan meant when he says channelling this energy to other friends who need them more. Wasted so much time and energy on him... Yet my thinking totally changed within 10mins of jan talking to me. Its all true... Its true that you need 2 hands to clap. Me alone trying to patch things up isnt going to work. If he doesnt make an effort, nothing would change. And he isnt about to make that effort. So why should i waste my energy. Its true that our life is fated. If he isnt meant to be my close friend, i cant change God's will. Its true that things can never be the same again. You choose your friends. You chose church friends who are far more perfect than me. Fine. I choose my brothers. And one day i will prove you wrong for whoever i am, i am because i choose to be this way. And perfection? There aint no such thing as perfection. No matter how bad someone is, he is still special in his own ways. Anyway, i hope you will get over this soon... You may tell us that you are fine. Yet the truth it always there. You are still emotionally hurt and we will stay by you. Just dont forget the fact that we are still with you. May the spirit be with you.
Pada yang maha kuasa ku panjatkan doa.

-KeNeS|s- Out
Through the fire &
the flames we carry on


|Kenrick| 12:18 AM|

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