Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Black eyes~ Oww damn im tired. Well, it feels good to have gotten something over and done with. The loss of a really close friend, i think im coping well with it, since i gave up on sat. But DUH. I emo-ed for like 1 month cos of him. Oh well, its over now. And its kinda interesting and funny that other people are emoing now after ive gotten out of my emoness. Nirvana! Yea! Have been going out the last few days, havent been doing much of studies, except a tiny bit of d&t. But i'm still tired.

Well school today was like normal, and i slept during chinese again. Who cares anyway. Today was the last period before our O lvls results. Yep. Then... Stayed back after school for awhile to do d&t then went to pg to meet jan and jum. Qiyuan followed me till pg mrt, and he was like... Counselling me... Yea. Not really counselling la, just talking to me as a friend. Well, i know he cares for me, and other people do. But what i do sometimes you guys will never understand. And there isnt a reason why i am not quitting. Its just me. Then he asked me this wierd question. "If he tells you to quit, and tell you that he will be with you, will you quit?" I was like... Er.. Ya... But in my heart i knew that would never happen, still i answered. But of course that was my sub-self, as usual, going for temporary gains. Yea then i went to lepak with jan and jum, and i was like, wtf was i thinking? I dont want him back in my life no more. I dont wanna emo about this, its enough. So i just threw the thought of having him as a close fren again away. Lepaked with jum till 8, cos jan had to go 1st. Then came home... Have been matching since then till now. What a slacker. Ba.

Well thats my day, for those who are emoing, just leave whatever is bothering you one side, it may be hard, but after you do, you will find new happiness. GL&HF

-KeNeS|s- Out
Through the fire &
the flames we carry on


|Kenrick| 12:10 AM|

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