Monday, November 3, 2008
Haiz... I dont know if i should just sms you again.

It just hurts how this human race hates each other so well.

What can i do. 2 options. Follow what jan's always been saying,

Or continue letting myself live in guilt.

I do understand what jan says. I may have made my mistakes, but ive tried so hard just to make it up to you. But you just refuse to listen. I have done my part as a friend, but at the same time it hurts losing you.

Oh well, I dont wanna think about it. If you were meant to be my friend, you will return. If not, i guess we weren't fated.

Anyway went to church today. Its cool going back after so long due to the o's.

Lots of friends taking SS tmr.

Goodluck to you guys, esp my didi, stop playing CS! Go study pls.

And damian, its 115am. Stop playing the phone game.

Oh and my dear anti poly church frens, joe, fang, seto. Haha. Have fun with your SS paper tmr! xD

Alright i think ima sleep now. Kinda early, but nothing much to do.

And before i go,


Were we meant to be
What you meant to me

I dont want to lose you
Yet holding on makes me look like a fool

Numerous times i've tried
The same amount of times i've cried

The past flashes back like it was just yesterday
I soon realise it was a big price to pay

For the times that i needed you
You helped me along and i made it through

Yet i've done wrong and you lost your trust
How can i expect much from you now i'll live the past

-KeNeS|s- Out


|Kenrick| 1:06 AM|

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