Friday, April 17, 2009
Heh... Well, i've been thinking about it for awhile now, i've been thinking of what yan jun said to me last night. She asked me to think about it. Think about why people would ask me to quit, whether its for them, or for me? No matter how long and how hard I think, i find it impossible to say that its for them. Neither can i accept that its for my good. Oh well. Ego. Heh.

For the past few days i've never really been thinking. I'll explain the thinking part later on. But yeah, honestly, i owe you people for the criticism. And if i've offended anyone in particular with my past few posts, i'm sorry. If i really did disappoint you in anyway, i'm sorry as well. Yet if you're still gonna call me a liar or a bad boy, i've got 3 letters on the keyboard to show you. _|_

Ok now coming to the thinking part, i'm sad to say, but jan's right again. GOSH why is he right all the time. Well, the truth is, i've never been thinking bout the future, what these kinda things would affect me and all. Yeah as a christian, i had already made up my mind that i have to quit sooner or later, but ended up in me always choose the latter.

So i know, its already a wrong first move to start it in the first place, but i guess its not wrong trying to prevent more harm done yeah?

Yan jun, if you're reading, you know what i'm trying to say. I told you i wont tell you whether or not i've decided to try once more, but yeah. :) Thanks.

Now hush little baby, don't you cry everything's gonna be alright


|Kenrick| 6:33 PM|

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