Wednesday, April 1, 2009
I've got another confession to make...


My hopes are dashed, i drop to my knees

Apologetic of all my evil deeds

If You knew of my shame

Would You still call out my name

If You took a deeper look inside and see my evil side

Would You take a step forward or would You push me aside

Its times like this when i feel guilty and insecure

I feel like i'm no longer who i am i cant stand up no more

Yet i hope when i've straighten out myself You will still be there for me

When i've finally made my confession i hope You will forgive me


Foo Fighters - Best Of You

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Every step i take is a sin. I've just realised today how much weaker i've become in terms of keeping my word and maintaining my discipline. I've no longer been able to honour my word as before. I no longer have the drive to keep me going anymore. I realise how much of a joke i am, and how stupid i am. Yet hopefully realisation is the first step out of certain situations. I shall stop lying to myself no more. And i shall face reality, and who i really am, physically, mentally, and spiritually. Its about time my life took another turn around.

I've got another confession to make,

But not till i unleash the animal in me.

-KeNeS|s- Out


|Kenrick| 5:24 AM|

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