Friday, June 19, 2009
Broke down, so much for ideals.

Putting up a fake smile isnt my thing anymore. Trynga be happy all day is just impossible. After last night, everything changed. I woke up this afternoon and i felt like a total different person. And somehow i seem to be falling back into who i used to be. Moving on isnt the point now, the assurance of a definite answer is. I've made my plans, i'm prepared for the worst. I've never felt so strongly about failures before.

Anyway, its about 7am soon. Stressing myself over BCS. Field trip report for intHT is totally screwed i swear. Apparently i've lost the paper for the pre-reading assignment, in other words, its kinda hard for me to do the project like that. Changed plans, gonna try completing BCS before sat morning where i leave for batam. Not like i wanna go tho. I would rather use the time completing my projects. Hopefully sunday when i get back ill be able to get the pre-reading notes thinggy from someone, then complete the project on the night itself. Life's that stressful. Even though i aint got no mood to carry on all these work, i've got no choice. Oh well.

Tonight alone in my room, you were here just yesterday, i guess not.

-KeNeS|s- Out


|Kenrick| 6:33 AM|

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