In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes
This song is beautiful... Like, really beautiful, and its also called beautiful btw. Have been playing it over and over again on my comp ever since i've gotten relapse. Another one of the songs that i'm relating to from Em. Since yesterday, it has been just me in this life, no one and nothing else. Giving up makes me feel, free in a way. Yeah even though i know i'm not doing the right thing, even though i'll probably go to hell for this, i believe that there's a reason why all these things is happening. Maybe i'm just not one of the chosen few, or maybe i'm just backsliding. Who cares anyway. Life has to go on.
Projects continue to pile in amidst all these stuff happening. I've yet to complete the issues trends and challenges for intHT which i'm supposed to with nat. How sucky can things get, when you aint know what you're supposed to do exactly and you're just doing the project for the sake of completing your part of the work. Argh. On the bright side, it's gon' be a slack half day tmr, with lessons ending by 11am, then its all time with my classmates from then on. Moving back to the negativity, i'm really running low on cash! Gah. Let's see how i'm gon' get through this week, with only $20 left to spend. Life sucks.
Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands they've dealt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
I just hide behind the tears of a clown
-KeNeS|s- Out