Life has been terrible lately, not in a depressing sense, but in a "i think i understand what people mean by they say life is meaningless" sense. It has been exactly a WEEK since i havent been out, like really out to enjoy and have fun that kinda thing. And 7 days have just passed just like that, and lets say i can even list out the timetable that i have been "following" automatically for these 7 days.
4pm : Wake up
4pm-7pm : Slack/Play CS 7pm-8pm : Dinner/TV 8pm-12am : Waste 4hours by scrolling up and down msn and surfing youtube/facebook/blogs over and over again for God knows what 12am-330am : CS/Surf web AGAIN 330am-5am : TV 5am-6am : Quiet time
6am : Sleep
And there you have it, the timetable that my body has automatically followed for the past SEVEN days. Seriously its a challenge for anyone of you to follow it, cos you'll probably drop dead by the 3rd or 4th day. Oh and the best thing is, i ain't got no damn idea how many more days i've gotta go through this darn timetable! Life sucks dont it? SOMEBODY, ask me out PLEASE! :(
Ah well, at least i'm going out to lepak in another 30mins or so, like finally man. Even though that isnt considered as really going out, but at least its better than nothing! Yeap and at least it helps me keep my mind off certain stuff. :\
Speaking of keeping my mind off, this is fort minor with "Where'd you go". :D
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
Forgive me, for i'm unable to stand up under these temptations anymore,
Forgive me, for doing something that i know disgusts you,
