Thursday, October 1, 2009
Okay, i'm gonna start this post with, i so didnt regret going to poly overnighter yesterday! Was kinda reluctant to go at first, was feeling really moody the night before, so didnt actually wanna go out at all, but, good thing i went! Well, before the overnighter, i knew all of them, but didnt have the kinda relationship where you could really feel comfortable talking to them? Its like, usually we'll just say hi and bye. But after yesterday it was like, i felt as if i knew them for a really long time. Like the barriers were all removed. Which is a really good thing. :D
Alright shan't go into detail of the overnighter, cos it would end up in a 3000 word essay, so, i'll post up pictures when i get them! Hopefully i remember. :P Just gonna touch on the part where i was talking to aaron yesterday night. Like having the usual clarifying of Christian facts thinggy, but in the process i actually got to learn something valuable. Basically, its about praying for something. Sometimes we pray, and we get something, and we interpret it as what God wants for us. Yet i learned that sometimes this isnt the case. Sometimes we get what we want because God grants us our wish, and its not actually what God wants for us. Making any sense here? Yeah, so in a way, i've been more cautious about these kinda things, and hope ya'll would be too! And its valuable because i got to experience this whole thing first hand. So yeap.
Yup and i've got about 6hours of sleep left before i have to wake up to get my lazy ass to changi airport by bus. Like damn, i dont feel like going at all man. Plus i'm really sleepy now due to the overnighter. Gah. AND, i havent done quiet time. So, technically i'm left with 5hours of sleep - -. Haiz. And what makes things worst is the thought of mariann going overseas. I know i've said it before, but i just cant help thinking and pitying myself man. I would be so much more willing to take a plane to another country to enjoy myself under the sun rather than taking a bus to the place where the planes are to have a dumb training. Life's unfair. :( HAIZ.
Okayokay, i think its time to stop whining, before i whine all my sleeping time away, so yes, its time to be gone from this place right now, buayeeeeee.
I hear voices in my head they count to me, they understand, they talk to me-KeNeS|s- Out
|Kenrick| 12:56 AM|
