So I've predicted. 2 months ago, my life turned for the better, things started to look up from what it used to be. Yet i told a friend of mine, that things will start crashing down in no time. Guess what, i was right. But the reason for the fall this time wasnt one that i expected. I wasnt ready for this. Although for months i had thought about this day, i wasn't expecting it to hit this soon.
I guess life just has its ways. We always spend so much time trying to heal the wounds that were inflicted on us. But once that oh-so-long process is over and done with, and we start to see the light of getting our lives back onto the road of happiness again, we will once again be hit with another problem that will bring us back down to rock bottom. That's what life's all about isn't it?
Guess again. Last night i realised that sometimes the inability in moving on and giving up stuff are the things that hurt us the most. Memories, sacrifices, and emotions are the ones that are always stabbing us in the heart, refraining us from taking a step forward and away from our comfort zone, even if it meant pain and suffering. Yet right now i understand, that sometimes the things that we hold onto arent the things that God actually planned for us. If its gonna be something thats even near impossible, then its time to move on. Today i accept the fact that i've done what i could, and i guess its over. Its about time i started a new chapter of my life. The 3-day rule still stands. Lets move on, this time without having any dependencies. (:
