Monday, November 16, 2009
I really shouldn't be here. For a couple of reasons. Firstly, Its almost 4am, and school starts at 11 tmr. Thats not good. And next, my back and neck are both hurting. I think my back's been hurting from sitting at the comp for too long, and my neck's hurting cos i shifted to my bed after which. But nevertheless, i'm still online, waiting for bert to check my letter formats and to bid him goodnight. Loving right? Ha! :P
Okay so here's a few updates for the best few days. CYA has been awesome so far, and i kinda like doing duties. Its kinda sad to have to go at the end of the day. Seeing angmohs smile is kinda heart warming at times. Heh. Its still tiring tho, standing at the information counter for 4hours is sure gon' take a hell outta your energy level. Speaking of which, it does remind me of my days during NCC. Just not that bad eh. :D
Skipped church today, like what's new man. Supposed to have a LAN match at noon, but it got cancelled. So i decided to sleep in till about 3. Got to meet up with jan and shawn during the near evening and sometimes i do miss the past. Even though in the past i used to hope for poly to start and all so i could start a new life, but yeah i still missed the times when we were still secondary school kids.
And i guess having a mind stronger than a heart isnt really such an awesome thing after all. Yeah of course people who are hurt or emo in a way right now would wish they could've just put their thoughts aside like i do. But it just feels strange. It just doesnt hurt anymore. Or in a way, it cant. And its just not right. I mean i'm a human too right. Why am i moving on at this kinda pace? It just feels so wrong man. But oh well, better than being emo! Irony!
Oh and lastly, a random thought. Playing CS really do feel like playing a piano. Ha! Bye :D
Aku hanyala
Manusia biasa-KeNeS|s- Out
|Kenrick| 3:42 AM|
