"people judge so unfairly. it's only right to set right this wrong. so let's start today - break stereotypes, go against fear of social stigma, be who you are. i dont get it. why try so hard to fit in when you were born to stand out?"
Well, i found this quote on my other blog, was looking through just for the fun of it. And by the way, this quote was originally from keith's blog, i dont even know if its still there, but ah thats not the main point.
Life has been a downward plunge from maybe 3-4months back? Ever since 2months, things have just been going really out of hand, it got better a month ago, but i guess right now i'm back to square one. Not square one from 6 months back or what not, but from December 8th 2008. Saw some old posts, and i do see the similarity from what's happening now.
To put it crudely, life's fucked up. Or rather, i'm fucked up. Now referring back to the quote on top, i'm questioning myself right now, is this actually who i am? Yeah of course i hate to be stereotyped for my bad habits and all, and i hate people who discriminate against the likes of me. But is that actually who i am? Looking back at the times where my faith was at its peak, and now i dont even go to church anymore. So who am i actually?
To make matters worst, there's been certain issues coming up here and there, and i'm just really tired, from focusing too much over these issues, to rushing projects, to finding time out to enjoy life. No surprise tho, i still have another submission on monday which i've yet to finish. Plus, i forgot about comm skills submission on friday which is just gon' come off my attendance. Bitched.
Ah oh well, all this talk, is just to come to another conclusion, that i'm gonna miss church, again. Been months since i've been there, but man, i guess things have never changed. Let's try again next week yeah. ): Does remind me of waiting for liverpool to win. Random.
-KeNeS|s- Out